Treasure your loved ones............

2010-03-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

刚才，2E4 到 C.H.I.J Toa payoh 去看全国辩论会。RGS 和 MGS 进针非常激烈，还不知道谁赢我们就离开了==。今天，我发现自己又开始变得软弱了T_T 两个月前我下定决心要变得坚强，但是我又变回令人讨厌的海棉，一碰到水就会被影响。。。不管我怎么样做大家还是对我不满意T_T。
为什么？今天，在前往 C.H.I.J Toa Payoh 时，和回来时，有两个举动让我非常心碎∶一，有人又把我党透明了。。。当我和他说话时，她“Roll her eyes", 然后继续装作没听到和看我。。我看到了默默地低下头，装作自己不存在。。我就坐在外面的座位，她就坐在我对面，为什么他就不要问我，把我当成透明似的，隔着我说话 T_T....... 二，另一个人合作在我身后的人再说他在筹划一个人，我问他，可是他让另一个人看却不愿意让我看。不是我“gehbo"，我只是想和大家多交谈，让他们不会认为我是一个不能沟通的人。可是大家都不给我一颗机会和他们交谈，我又害怕又变成"the extra one,always cant mix in together"的哪一个。。。我真的不知道可以说什么。。就像我上次硕果，我就是那个每次都 odd one out, cant fit in, disliked, transparent/invisible one and the rubbish. 我也每次交自己要坚强，可是我那个令人讨厌的那个弱小的我还是站不起来，我应该怎么办。。。。。

invisible.....

2010-03-20T12:34:00.008+08:00

why??
i didnt do anything that makes ppl hate me
then why they hate me
i m always invisible....the always odd one out and extra one
when i am with another person,
ppl only notice that person
like i m invisible
mute
deaf
cant reply them
why nth like this will happen on other ppl
cos i m extra rite?
just becos the things i like and like to do are different they think i m a weirdo
shi-hui jiu shi shi-hui(no offence)
why ppl don like who i m?
i don act
i am myself
i m ok for everything
so if u think i am trying to please u by saying gd stuffs u are wrong
i m NOT a bullshitter
no
so if u ask for my opinion,
if u wan an answer other than OK
pls wait and let me think further...
pls give me a chance
pls know me more before kicking me off yr 'gd frens' list and into the 'baddys' list
pls....

2010-02-28T21:26:00.006+08:00

sad... someone go and spread she/he going to ask someone in my class to aim on me...as if i believe
but then,well of course not true lah, that victim thought i believe=( then now i feel that we are not as friend as before='( pls i cant lose a friend anymore=(
well today n yesterday was quite interesting....
yesterday, was my very first performance outside school!!!WOOHOO! so fun=D
then today went to science centre body world well, ya the chemical smell make me asthma attack== probably cos the smell + yesterday too warm, forget cant drink cold water, then go drink=(
4+ went to swimming pool nearly drownD=
OMG suddenly cant breathe
MORAL OF THE STORY IS TO NEVER DRINK COLD DRINKS=(
well in school ok larh nth much i think
jus some problems with group works
no ideas plus some others bah
still not feeling well
i BET my tests more than half FAIL, definitely
sad=( not ready to face my results='(
plus for yr info, i dont hate anyone so don misunderstood when i don look frenly cos i tired..

2010-02-16T13:03:00.003+08:00

wah yeah
spent 2 whole days at my granny's house
playing with my aunties and cousins
so fun
BUT
my hw spoiled my fun=(
all teachers don giv us hw lorh
only for that particular subject got
now rushing hw liao
sigh
i for sure don wan take that subject for o levels
no
NEVERXD

2010-02-12T22:22:00.004+08:00

woooh chinese new year lorh
woots 2 days of holiday
yeah
but i don really like new year leh(no offence)
make me ill
sigh
jus wanna saty at home
home better
not squeezy
not noisy
air not polluted
YES!
do dnt hw
lit
and
think don have liao
ya dono suddenly feel so sad
sigh
heart n lungs so painful
so heavy=(
i sound so pessimistic
sigh
aiya sigh sigh sigh will go unlucky de
bu bian difficulties in breathing
unlucky for a moment

but really veh happy that our class got 3rd for CNY Deco!!!
woottss yeah yeah
so happy
i love this clasXD
yeah!!
evry peepo jy for yr common tests
JIAYOU!
dont get too stressed
ya i said cos i oso stress=P
hehe
so hope everyone has a wondafull chinese new year and valentine's day
remember to enjoy yr day wif yr loved ones arh!
things are goin quite wrong nowadays
ya so treasure them
before its too late
er wad the sound so sad=X
opps sorry
so

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!YEAH YEAH

COME LAH I M PREPARED NOW

2010-02-10T21:13:00.003+08:00

ha i was gone missing for about few months
cos i was escaping from the truth
but now i m back
not afraid

do wadever you want
since you have time
waste yr time
btw i m not encouraging ppl to waste their life on blahs
but if u enjoy doing blahs go ahead
i m prepared now
come lah
i not scared liao
i might look weak
but i m not NOW
inside lah
mentally not physically
ya do wadever you want lorh
yr freedom like i care
nehh
lols so childish=P

btw sec2 life kinda wierd for me
my writer's block came back
sigh
stuck with my school work
slower than ever..........

ya lah laugh lorh laugh lah
i will stand up de
no matter WHAT
and things are kinda bad at home=(
don wan say
don even try to ask me in school
i zipp =

my new class is GREAT!
quiet
everyone frendly
hardworking
helpful
my teachers are gd too=D(i m NOT bullshiting)
frenly
approachable(i think all teachers are approachable)
caring
woots
look forward in improving my english
CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the above thingys ya no offence ^^

2010-01-25T16:30:00.003+08:00

depressed.......mother got sick , sister so immature and noisy....endless probs......life is not as wonderful as ppl thought...some ppl don even cherish their lives, waste their time bullying ppl, tearing ppl apart, insulting and mental bullying ppl ......no my life is already so sorrowful........

2009-11-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

wow sian holidays kip playing games==
arh cant continue with tat for the whole hols
my eyeballs will burst
kip watching shows=P
arh>
bankaistory cant play liao
only can play facebook games==
my hols this year is going to be boring
including those holiday assignmentsT_T
NO!!
sigh so boring
boring till i have nth much to rite
oh ya i had added loads of songs

2009-11-12T13:09:00.006+08:00

wow last two days was spend in the class outing
ya quite fun, playing billet n cycling,
ignoring the insults n glares
ya i know my cookies are hard hehe
but its suppose to be hard cos no baking powder is required
lucky i choose a bigger egg
if not ppl hav to break them into smaller pieces n suck them
anyway no one will wanna eat it
since there are so many haters hu hates me bcos of my one action
and they say i hate them
sigh.......
i only did one thing wrong n they jus gave me a death sentenceT_T
too fast bah ppl on court take at least two three year then decide wanna kill tat bad guy
they didnt even try to know me more
they didnt even wanna talk to me when i wan help or wanna help or sth
n decide tat i m a proud,hus full of herself n lookk down on ppl,bossy,show off person
when i do things,i jus do my things without having any thoughts of showing off or wad ever that they think i did jus to make myself famous or wad
my evry actions, emotions and the things i said they all not happy wif it, they all have things to talk about and pick up things about me
jus bcos of some stupid complains made by an A is the bad start of my year which made me ended up wif a miserable Z at the end of this year
my secondary live wif those ppl hu spread rumours n ppl hu belief wad they hear will be miserableT_T
they always act kind and use frenly tone to ask me questions that lead me to an answer to insult myself
i lie to them,they make me sound worse
i tell them the truth, they not happy wif it and also make me sound worse
T_T

sigh type so much for wad
so many ppl hate me
no one will visit my blog lah
type oso like didnt type
like its jus to let myself see==

2009-10-30T21:39:00.006+08:00

so shock about the truth....
at last i had finally gone through this hurting year
WADS WRONG WITH HAVING FINANCIAL ASSISSTANCE?wads wrong with being NOT SO RICH?
should ppl with financial assisstance be looked down n being hate?
jus because they are not as rich as the others?jus becos they cant be as fashionable n as cool as them?
why should ppl with financial assisstance be alienated? why mus they be looked down when the 'tall' ppl dont even understand them?understand their problems and jus assume that ppl having FA is bad blah blah or their parents are low educated cant earn a living wad crap?or listen to rumours
FOR YOUR INFORMATION!MY FATHER IS NEVER A TAXI DRIVER!HE IS NOT LOW EDUCATED OR WAD EVER RUBBISH!KNOW WAD REALLY HAPPENED BEFORE LOOKING DOWN ON ME & HATE ME FOR BEING A WEAKLING!WHO WANTS TO BE LOOKED DOWN?(the feeling is bad,ouch)WHO WANT TO BE A WEAKLING?WAITING FOR THEIR HERO TO SAVE THEM?NO!THERES A REASON BEHIND RITE?TRY FINDING IT OUT BFORE LOOKING DOWN ON ME!

2009-10-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Did i offended anyone?or did sth that made them hate me?if yes, jus send me an email....i really wanna noe!pls let me noe...don hate me when i donno wad i had don wrong....i was jus trying to communicate n be frenly...but turns out that ppl hates me, so jus tell me, i wont mind....
any comments are accepted!=)

2009-10-10T18:14:00.003+08:00

DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
i am real down.....betrayed, left out, abandoned, being hate, and just realised the truth.......i wish i would know it earlier, wake up earlier and react earlier.........jus acting all day trying to hide......when i feel down......i wish my real frens, or people who are considered as real best frens, are by my side rite now....cos only they noe how i feel.....and now.....i am alone.....evryone left for their new destination.....left me...alone.....and i have to keep my sorrows to myself....or maybe no to the plants around me....

2009-08-08T15:44:00.003+08:00

This national day week is my most disappointed, hurt, frustrated and emo week.
firstly, had a little quarrel with qp for not going to char's pt at escape theme park which is obviously cannot for me, a girl who cant go out on her own still go theme park==
secondly,jj,carina played a prank on me which make me emo, frustrated, emo
thirdly, got people used/hurt me to entertain themselves(you noe who you are).
Emo liao~i don wanna talk, wanna stay shut up=X

2009-08-04T18:00:00.003+08:00

last sunday, 2august2009,go aranda chalet next to down town east...cousin's b'day.
go there till 10.53pm=_=lost sleep=_=dark rings darker+_+but quite fun in the chalet: bbq, play ballons=_=(nth to do mah,so, lame lorh, play ballon)lol=_=

2009-07-19T16:36:00.001+08:00

Sigh*school holidays over and common tests coming==
sensing more trouble ahead==
doing lit hw now...
finding words with prefixes of mono,bi and tri(sian,trust me==)
nth much to talk bout leh==

2009-06-22T12:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after i put the . on my last sentence,i:
went to botinic garden.....
took pictures...............
run here run there...........
enjoy the scenery.............
saw red sliders & white swans..
went to macrichi reservoir......
did nothing but walking..........
And Now:
Still struggling with the poemsXD.
dono how to write reflections......
nid do bukit timah thingy...........
last week of holiday is so miserable.
wanna slack one.......................

2009-06-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

pls arh.....really.....treasure your loved ones before its too late......they may die suddenly.....pls don be angry of any people....... or you don have time to visit or talk to someone......coz they might jus leave your side.......pls be aware of this.....coz you will regret if you don.....(i wont harm you or curse you lah...)

2009-06-21T15:19:00.003+08:00

.....nth to write about.....sry qp....not i don wan write or no time to write....is nth to write......really sian......dono wad to do(other than doing lit)......play maple nia.....become lame le.......die 2 times a day.......not sian meh....

2009-06-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

*sigh* school hol, nid do that literature poem collectionT_T(my cry don look like 1 lol)still nid rite summary and reflection on the poems. Not 1. is 5 XD.leave it the last one to do =_=.sian.......pls arh..someone saw my blog got play maple, pls tell me in sch or by sms only if u noe me. i don wan play with strangers.lol.

2009-06-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

hi welcome to my blog...
btw, i m not dirty, don really like parties, and hate shopping:X
ya i like go around the world,
but i dont even want to think of kissing his assXDrubbish!
and btw:hows tom cruise?
ps i dono how put cbox:X
nvm doesnt matter.lol.

2009-04-25T17:52:00.001+08:00

T^T Titis DIE leT^T desperateT^T feel like dieing tooT^T

2008-11-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

yeah!psle get 238>♥!Hope cAn go Zhong hUa sec leh♥!!!!

2008-11-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

sooo fast.results coming out sia.! scary leh
i mus cry,dont care gd result or bad sia.....= =
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Intro

2008-11-10T22:15:00.004+08:00

Hallo,i m Shi-Hui.Me luv tis things:
earth, nature, music, astronomy,piano,reading,swimming,rollerskating,
drawing, n most loved: titis my tortiseXD i'm lovin' it!!!!
My wish is to learn how to ice skatin'.
To b A pianist or piano teacher when grow up.

ElLLOS!

2008-11-08T14:29:00.001+08:00

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